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      Date: Tuesday, November 10, 2009
      Time: 9:14 PM
    sore.


      I'm here without you baby
      But you're still on my lonely mind
      I think about you baby
      And I dream about you all the time
      I'm here without you baby
      But you're still with me in my dreams
      And tonight it's only you and me

      im exhausted. I went out today with A & GL. supposedly, to accompany A to get a job, but cotton on wasnt open yet. They wanted to go swimming & they persuaded me to come along. So first they accompanied me to pick up my siblings from school & we went to my house. Packed my stuffs & made our way to Tampines. HAHA so much stuffs happened. funny funny. okay then we went 7 11 first cos we all dont have plastic bags. Then we went swimming. N came. Soon got school of students came in, totally polluted the area -.-" no more peace already. wth. so we went to wash off before the children does. HEHE. B called, i totally misunderstood B, Im sorry babe! :/ but its great to finally get to talk to B, like finally? freakin miss you to the max can? :( okay so anyways, we went to Tampines interchange. accompany N to eat. GL went off to meet her parents. Then we went home.

      Today i didnt had a single meal, just a couple of bread with Nuttella. Intially wanted to go home & sleep, but instead i went to use the computer. Alrights now i must give in to myself already. My body is calling for the sofa. Tomorrow's another day!! :/ Bye


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      Date: Monday, November 9, 2009
      Time: 6:33 PM
    -4days

      Hello you,

      I just wanted to tell you, to hang in there okay. You know that, that person loves you, you must believe in that. In a few days more, you can clear your doubts & soon you have to worry less already.

      Love, me.


      well, there was alot going on for the past few days & im not gona bother blogging about it. hehh
      anyways, plans for this week?

      Tuesday: nothing swimming with GL & A :)
      Wednesday: Settle something.
      Thursday: Picnic with the Girls.
      Friday: i got a date. && YFC camp @ 6pm!
      Saturday: i would probly go to town for some stuffs.
      Sunday: gona go to YFC camp & pay a visit to them in the morning.

      the fun starts next week, wooh! :D
      alrights, my stomach cramps are kicking in again & it bloody hell hurts to the core! :(



      && CHIANG JIA EN!

      thank you thank you THANK YOU! thank you thank you
      thank you for your sweetest post. awww its really touching.
      There's alot i want to thank you for,
      its a very long long list but in summary...
      Thank you so much for always being there for me,
      for hearing my cries & wiping my tears away.
      Thank you for everything that you've given me,
      big or small, i'll treasure everything from you.
      Thank you so very much for everything!
      I wish you the very very best in everything you do,
      especially for Nlevel results, I know you can make it (:
      Stay happy always okay my darling (:
      & you know i love you too! :)
      So as your cow! hahaha :D



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      Date: Saturday, November 7, 2009
      Time: 1:59 PM
    I missed out Spirit Week :(

      Army Day.
      PJ Day.
      50s Day
      80s Day
      NERDS DAY.

      && SEN10RS DAY :(
      && SENIORS SKIT!

      what a bummer :(
      whatthehell.
      i freakin' miss you.


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      Date: Friday, November 6, 2009
      Time: 8:49 PM
    Proper Post.

      Went out with E today. Went to Orchard to shop. First went to Ion then to Takashimia then wanted to to go Far East but we went walking at idk what mall, i kinda forgot the place name. E bought her stuffs & we ate at that mall. && then we went to Tampines1 for further window shopping. Goshh there's so many stuffs that i wana get :( i wana be a millionare one day, atleast for a day?? :(

      Anyways, i've been sneezing alot lately. & that shows that i would be sick pretty soon. Oh did i mention i was already sick this week. Well because alot of things happened this week, as you should know, i cant handle stress properly & my migraines reacts easily :( but the other day, it was way too much, that i ended up having fever in the evening. I didnt want to take medicine cos i was at my loosing point...i could do anything stupid to myself which i dont want to. Cried the whole night :(


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      Date: Thursday, November 5, 2009
      Time: 12:51 PM

      problems after problems.
      migraines after migraines
      everything turns to sickness.
      im tired to the core manxzxz.




      tmr i shall get out of this 4walls & stress relieve myself.
      i got a date with E. :P


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      Date: Wednesday, November 4, 2009
      Time: 1:00 PM
    no names stated. no one to pinpoint. up to you to judge ey.

      "Now this will be the last time you did me wrong
      I just heard about the girl in your car,
      yall kissing at the bar
      Oh, you got me hatin' on the club
      Now you got me like whoahhh(why..)
      And you can be mad at me all you want
      I ain't coming in, I'll be waiting out front
      Coming out the door with your girlfriend
      "

      you talkin shits bout me wont get any advantages for yourself. I should have known better before i trustin you cos your just like the other dogs in these world. The rumors that i used to ignore & disagree, were actually true, now i've seen your true colours, i gotta agree with them now.. I used to respect you for who you are, but now ive realize that your aint worth respecting. I know my secrets that are with you arent safe no more, i know its already been exposed, but its okay, cos i wont never want to end up like you. breakin people's trust is not me, unlike for you. Im surprised that after everything that i helped you got what you wanted for so long, this is how you say thanks. Well, i hope you have fun with all those dogs in your life.. You were the one who started not being happy with me, so i got no rights to create a problem, but i got the rights to stand up for my own. You got a problem with me, its clearly your own problem. Whats said is done. Goodbye motherfucker.
      & Talkin is cheap, bitch.


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      Date:
      Time: 12:44 PM

      One word turns into war
      Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
      I never meant to start a war
      You know, I never wanna hurt you
      Don't even know what we're fighting for
      Why does love always feel like a battlefield



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      Date: Tuesday, November 3, 2009
      Time: 2:44 PM
    I dont feel me here anymore.



      I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
      I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
      I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
      I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

      'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
      And I don't feel right when you're gone away

      You've gone away, you don't feel me, here anymore

      The worst is over now and we can breathe again
      I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
      There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
      I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

      [x2]
      'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
      And I don't feel like I am strong enough
      'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
      And I don't feel right when you're gone away

      'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
      And I don't feel right when you're gone away

      You've gone away
      You don't feel me here anymore


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      Date:
      Time: 10:59 AM

      pushed aside. lost. forgotten. betrayed. lied. secrets. broken.
      confused.


      Im tired of trying.
      Im tired of lying.
      I know i've been smiling,
      but inside im dying.

      i shouldnt be here, cos i feel horrible.
      take me away, please.


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      Date: Sunday, November 1, 2009
      Time: 6:01 PM

      hey you.
      im sorry ive been breaking apart lately, causing your eyes to drown in tears. Lately, its been difficult. yes, im healing, but the stitches that holds me together, still does hurts you know. They! They are responsible for my situation right now. They make me erupt everytime i feel them nearby. But........I shall not let any part of you go out of control, dont worry i know & understand your intention. I'll just tahan everything.

      yours truly.



      & ey peoples! , 2 more weeks right. Hang in there alrights. you've come very far to give now. You all can & you all will be able to do it! Give your best shot ey, dont let Olevels kill you... It sure does breaks my heart to see you all so stressed up...


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      Date: Saturday, October 31, 2009
      Time: 7:22 PM
    im limping :(

      Dear you,
      i know you've been having alot of solitaire moments. I know you're wishing that, that you could have that missing piece, to be filled up you right now, instead of imaginaries & memories.. To embrace you & shower you with warmth love. I know your missing it, so do i. Well, not to worry much ey, dont break apart please, cos it sure does hurts. In a matter of time, you'll be put back together, with the help of someone. Hopefully, she/he wont crush you tho, cos im placing my full trust on that someone (: Anyways, lets just pray for that someone to be safe. I know for sure, God would bless him with strenght & wisdom. Dont worry ey. Stand up & Smile, cos i dont want to see you falling, you know.

      Love,
      me.



      went for Chingay Meeting/briefing this morning. Had some quick & basic lessons. Then had measurements. waited for cousins & friends to arrive. Then went to Tampines Mall, to accompanied Jannine & Mariam for their flag day. Tita Mare, surprisingly, gave me money for my top up, awww thank you (: Took 81 back to pasir ris. Met Deah at macs & we ate lunch at KFC. After Lunch, headed our way to cousin's house. Their friends came along too. Karaoke-ed, computer-ed etcetc. went home at around 4pm. Went central to get my prepaid top-uped. & decided to walk home, to have some personal time. ahhh...that was so chillaxing actually. I shall do that often (:

      Happy Halloween Everyone!
      &
      Have a holy Saints' day.

      God bless you.


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      Date: Friday, October 30, 2009
      Time: 5:51 PM

      dear you,

      hello love. i haven't talk to you for a while now, how have you been holding up without me? i know that life will always throw it's rusting metal obstacles at you, but don't give up hope, dear heart. those bleeding scars will fade eventually, and you won't even notice them after a while.
      just remember to bandage them tight; they tend to re-open often.

      love, me.



      From now on, im changing the way im blogging, other than talking about my day for memories sake, i'll talk to myself too. haha not really to myself la, but well, its just for me to know ;)


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